Okay, hey girls, it's Emma.
I feel like I can be honest with all of you, so I am going to be.
A girl , who could be reading this, is blackmailing me with my YouTube.
Basically, I told her about this when we were friends because I thought I could trust her.
Then she started telling people, a lot of people.
And it's driving me crazy.
I'm fake friends with this person just so that they won't tell anybody, and I feel awful for that reason.
I don't like this person, like they aren't really my friend and I know it .
But one wrong move and they tell somebody important to me.
Even worse then all that, here.
I have to explain this to you.
So, I was at my friends house with her and her brother, who are both my really good friends.
She is a year younger and her brother is the same age as me.
They are SO nice, and especially her brother, like, we tell each other everything.
But, then he started talking to the person, let's call her Kate.
Kate is the one who knows about my youtube and tells people.
She knew I was at my friends house, let's call my friend Julie and her brother Bob. <----- LOL@BOB.
No, but seriously.
Okay, so Kate started talking to us.
But it was really Bob on the computer.
So, Bob started to joke around, legit JUST JOKING, being funny.
And she assumed it was me , for some reason. I guess another chance to blackmail me.
She said something, oh my gosh, it's just all a blur.
But something about my doll, Ivy.
And so, they were like "who the heck is Ivy?"
And then kate says, "your american girl doll silly!"
But all that Bob and Julie saw was "girl" before I could snatch away the laptop and sign out.
THEN I made up this HUGGEEE Lie the Ivy, was a girl from Germany who was here 2 years ago, who Kate thought was weird but I liked, and so she makes fun of me for it.
They believed me, obviously, because like, they are my best friends and they can trust me.
And I feel HORRIBLE.
Bob especially, he is going through a really bad time right now.
And when I tried to explain all this to him like, without telling him, he just completly told me a bunch of stuff about him, and that he really likes me (FRIEND WISE PEOPLE...) for who I am, and like I'm the best friend he has EVER HAD..... and all that kind of stuff.
Like he went on saying that nothing I do is ever going to change that, and were best friends, and he trusts me with everything.
Then, I fell asleep, after like 2 hours of talking to him, at 1 am in the morning.
Then, once I was asleep, he asked me , and I saw it this morning, "Why aren't you responding? Are you talking to Ivy?"
I had my doll Ivy, sitting right there, I was brushing her hair.
I feel like such a liar, a fake friend, and oh my gosh.
I mean, people put all this trust in me, and yet I can't even prove I'm a good friend by telling them about this.
I mean, I'm lieing to MY BEST FRIENDS about like half of my life.
(ignore how much I feel like a wanna-be hannah montana right now)
Sorry, lame jokes I know.
But if you really knew what Bob was going through, how bad it is , and what he tells me, which is EVERYTHING.
you'd feel awful too.
I'm lieing about such a big part of my life to him, but I can't, i just CAN'T TELL THEM .
Oh my gosh, please guys, what do I do ? :( :(
okay i wouldn't tel;l anybody yet. Just wait until things are better then tell him but make sure that Kate girl doesn't know. And when she doesn't know everything will be fine :::::::::::D :D :D :D
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you shouldn't care about what they say I mean if you tell your best friends the truth and they laugh at you maybe they are not really your friends. A few of my friends know about my you-tube and they tease me sometimes but they would NEVER hurt me because they are my best friends! You should tell them whats really going on so if they understand (which they probably will because they like you for you) Then not only can you ask us for help but you can ask them!
ReplyDeleteWell Emma... I think it's best to tell them when there in a good mood that way they'll take in things more easier. Explain step by step. Untill then try not to get on the subject of Ivy. If they laugh when they find out maybe their not really your friends. Best of luck to your friendship!
ReplyDelete~ nata2700
If they are your real friends, they won't make fun of you. If they are your real friends, they won't be angry.
ReplyDeleteYou know what? Just tell them. If "Bob"(XD) is really a great friend and he says that nothing about you will ever change that fact, and you feel you can trust him and Julie, you should let them know.
ReplyDeleteAnd that stupid girl Kate can go die in a hole. Honestly. :P
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Okay, first of all, that "Kate" is just a huge barnicle head. Second, when things blow over with the bad times "Bob" is going through, you should tell him and "Julie", or tell them now. I've been in a position sort of like this (telling a best friend about AG) and if they like you for you, like you said "Bob" had said, then they won't care as much as someone who only liked you for a different reason (like, popularity, friends, exct.) so do what you feel is right :)
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