See 'ya in Hollywood.

I'm sorry, let's make this clear.
My commitments are to myself.
Don't call me selfish because that's not what it's about.
YouTube was a DREAM of mine.
A dream, honestly.
To share my videos with the world.
But with all the hate, drama, and this "Elana" charector "BUYING" something from my etsy, posing as EmmaLee, and then publically releasing my adress, I lost sight of that.
Elana, because your probably reading this, I don't care who you are.
I don't care what you do, I don't care what made you do this.
Just know that I don't give the slightest care about you. Not in the least bit.
Sure, I made a ton of friends on here and I love them to death.

But my commitments are to myself, everyone.
I joined YouTube to make videos and share them with the world.
That is, indeed, what I have done.
Sure, everyone can go all out, keeping it a secret, ect.
But honestly, who cares.
I know I cared A TON about who knew, but really, now who's going to care?
Try and crush me all you want.
But I know where my life is taking me.

Sam puts it the best when she says,
See you in Hollywood. :)

Cause that's where I'm going, Elana.
So suck my... lollypop.

writers block ?

Oh yes, the horrible block of the writers variety.
I want to write about so much..... but I don't know what to say.
I have a short story assignment for school.... ideas ? ^.^
Alright, so now for a few blog-related things...
First of all, I've had to remove all my face videos from my YouTube channel ^.^
I just don't like doing it anymore.
Random note, I got a chocolate shake and now my stomach hurts. Eeew.
Well, I'm going to go lay down, I feel sick.
Sorry for making you read this... :/
~Emma